No one reads this. But it is a good way to put my thoughts down. I haven't written in a long time, only because I have been busy with work. Lately my mind has been plauged with thoughts...not bad but not good. I feel as if I have isolated myself from people, my friends, the world. My only friends in this world are my family and God. But I think this is a good thing....I prayed a couple months ago that I could follow in God's ways. Not to be distracted with the things of this world, to be drawn in by those who choose to do worldly things. Seems dumb that I am writing this down now but I feel as if someone should know. Truth is I feel a little lonely...I feel as if all my friends have abandoned me and that all I do is work. As I write this I know that these feelings will pass...I am not depressed in the least bit, just wanting to be heard somewhat. The Lord has something great planned for me...not sure what yet, but as contradictory as this sounds I know that I am not alone. He is there is for me no matter what :) Thanks for listening no one.